I care him,I love him and Im happy b with him

we break up~he said we didnt ngam!
yea...i admit tat...(juz bcauz of those bad memories changed me lotz)
he got read tat letter o not?
i reli do hope there is a chances between us..
when he was breaking up with me,
those bad memories always reminding me..
i was reli reli reli felt afraid..
Unfortunately, he doesnt gimme another chances to b with him agen...
I hope we could b frens agen..
I pray and pray agen...
i wants to b with him as fren agen...
I knw i was really sorry to u...
i didnt tell u everything,and being so naive...
truthfully,when we were together...i was reli happy..
whenever we were msg...i dun feel alone at all..
i felt warmth whenever i was back home from skool and everywhere..
U're the only one i reli cared and loves alotz...more than my ex...
But,im sure we couldnt be back together...
But iff we do hav...I PROMISE EVERYTHING,TELL U EVERYTHING,NT BEING SO NAIVE.